tears.


it just kept falling. it wouldnt stop. dammit.


i just needed three words from you.


changed. everything has changed. nothing belong to me anymore. and it sucks totally. there's nothing more to say.


just four words. nothing more. i still love you.


sorry for the things i've said.
thank you for the things you've done for me.


i just need a hug from you now.
i just wanna see you now.
i really cant take it anymore.

i feel like puking.
i feel sick.
and i feel like dying.
i could do better.
but i did worst.
sorry for everything.






原来你比我更放的下。。。

thanks aunty!! thanks for accompanying me today too. i appreciate it. in your favourite colour. THANK YOU. =D

presentation sucks. some bitch lah. if stick with customization not good meh. fuck. now we I'M IN DEEP SHIT.

i need like, 100000000L of vodka.


bf forgot to return me my ezlink card. haha. die lah. that stupid pig. blehs.


finish watching one liter of tears. woah. damn sad. makes me think what do i live for? such a simple question, but i've never got an answer for it.


this sucks totally. arghh.

dammit. i'm still feeling pissed. and best thing is FUCK NOKIA. STILL DARE TO TELL ME THE PHONE STILL GOT SOME DAMN PROBLEMS. INCOMPETENT BASTARDS. STILL WAN HOLD ON TO MY PHONE TILL WHEN? ASSHOLE.





anyway some serious problem with me. i've starting to lose concentration. even when i'm staring hard at the screen, it feels exactly like i'm in a daze. damn. what the hell is happening to me!?!?

SOME FUCKING BITCH TOLD ME THAT COMPILING OF REPORT IS ONLY COPYING AND PASTING ONLY. WOAH SO SMART!

FUCK YOU MAN. AND IF YOU EVER COME BY MY BLOG, FOR GOD'S SAKE I'VE THE SAME AMOUNT OF PROJECTS AS YOU! IT'S NOT ONLY YOU WHO HAVE PROJECTS! DAMN BIATCH.

i need this phone. can some kind souls donate this to me? i need this seriously. w910i red.

screw you man. tell you your question liao still give me the answer for another question. damn! so damn pissed lah. sms you you dont know how to reply. you dumb ar? duhhh. spoil my mood.





went to sunplaza to meet bf. bought some meat, chestnut and the wanton skin. went home and made wanton. wahaha. i forced bf to make with me. and it taste so good lah. i've such a smart bf. hehs.





sis's still playing sims2 now. so i'm using her bf's laptop. and bf is sleeping on my bed. that asshole. drool on my bolster!! you pig lah!! haha. and thanks to him my lips are still swollen now. thanks to that hit. hahahah. and i'm gonna remember this forever. wahahaha.

anyway one guy kept looking over while i was talking to bf when we were on the train. IRRITATING. duhhh.

hmm. someone asked me what i want for my birthday. to be truthful, i really dont know.

what i need:
1. that paris hilton perfume (heiress)
2. a pair of levi's straight cut jeans
3. sony ericsson s500i
4. a drum set
5. a new laptop
6. a wallet
7. coloured and non-coloured lens
8. contacts solution
9. one litre vodka

and lastly, a sugar daddy. LOL. wahaha.

went to je library. lol. wanted to do project. but simply no mood to do. cause i dont have sql installed on my com and i didnt bring my IM text. haha. bored.




went to creative and bought my mp3. wahaha. finally. cheap cheap nia. tsk tsk. i'm at a aunty house now. waiting for bf to end work. *yawns* i feel like sleeping already. haha.




i touched fei!! woohoo~ how amazing is that man! sis not coming home tonight. so am i. hurhur.




i'm lazy to blog now. nothing much happened. just that xxx sucks. =X

went kBOX. wahaha. so fun.




sing.




sang.




sung.


WOOHOO. will organize one again. =D

incompetent arsehole!!!!!!!!!

ARGH.

went for our durian outing at geylang already. haha. tsk tsk. still got dou jiang, you tiao and mee sua. wahhh. shiock. hehe. thanks andrew for the treat. wahaha. we waited for zl at elvis house first while the rest mahjong-ed. haha. geylang was not as luan as expected. wahaha.

anniversary was at secret garden. though the ambience was great, but the service there suck totally. wasnt able to taste 'berry in love'. dammit. had secret sling, cod fish, salmon, calamari, and another drink. and god, my secret sling taste like medicine. haha. the alcohol percentage was kinda high too. but i wasnt drank lah. haha.

went to the cathay and bought our tickets. went to mr bean and had our dessert. my god. sucks again. haha. think was just too unlucky that day. haha. bf got said by some guys. and i feel like shooting back with 'you look like cock'. LOL. dont ever bully my bf. i WILL shoot back.

watched shrek 3. hehe. so cute. love my darling.

went to nokia yest. and fuck. they gonna send it back the the HQ again. NOKIA SUCKS BIG TIME LAH. STILL DONT WANT LOAN ME PHONE. ARSEHOLE.

anyway we went for dim sum. wahaha. super nice. and super full. and super worth it. hehe.

gonna go out for projecting tomorrow. if not i'm so gonna get killed by the time school reopens. haha.

i love bf. anyway i bought him a very very nice perfume and a wallet. you better love it!! haha. *muacks.

sometimes i think you're too much. i can do anyhing for my friends. but do they appreciate it in the first place? i organize outing. then got people steady steady want go one meh? only who confirm will go one? only zhenglong and jianyuan and huifang if she can make it. i treat you as my good friend. but did you treat me as one? everytime i ask you out, you reject me. i try to stay in contact with those i care. but what did i receive in the end? so i deserve to be treated this way? how will you feel if it was you? you wouldnt feel nice what. haiz. you dont understand.





i'm trying not to be bothered by this. but in fact, i cant do it.





WHATEVER. I'M GONNA CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES NOW.


someone's birthday is coming. god. and another one's birthday is one day before me. and so many others are coming up soon. lucky i'm not close to some. tsk tsk.

aunty + bf, you know what? now i finally found my stand.

anyway got my perfume. i hope the rest of the days go well. cause fri, sat and sun shall be the happiest days. =]

like what sis say.
i'm a potential 傻女。
and i really am....





you're a pirate. cause you stole my heart.

these heart pains are getting on my nerves. arghh. i think i'm gonna die. and nokia sucks big time!

got back my phone. waited for 1plus hours lor. dammit. waste my time. and to my horror. i found some scratches on my phone after i left the place. went back but that stupid malay girl say there was no technicians around already. i was too tired to fight back so i left.

had a tiff with him. and it sucks. he sucks. blehs. but we're all okay already. haha. he's such a pig.

that's why it's so much better to be a homo. cause they think the same way unlike different genders. haha.

like what you've said to me before, just remember i'll always love you.

my god. so mushy. haha. cant believe that i've just typed that out!!! somebody kill me! haha.

fuck. felt occasional chest pain. arghh. dammit.